Saturday, November 7, 2009
I see your name and it says _______ !
You can only get someone who likes your appearance but not your true person.
Although i can let things pass but that doesn't mean i don't mind.
you made me obnoxious. 10:35 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Words can hurt someone a lot.
So we should watch our tongue.
Say what we have to.
It's the way we see things.
Different opinions cause conflicts.
Secrets cause barrier.
Love does not exist in this world.
The true meaning of friendship is lost.
What you see is not what you get.
What you get is not what you see.
There's a reason for everything.
So think about it.
Reflect.
Learn from it.
Psychology.
Humans are complicated.
Set things aside.
Move on.
Because there's too much to think about.
11:22 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
It's tough to hide your true self.
I classify my friends according to my feelings i have for them.
10:40 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
peedoubleuu
This cookie monster was tortured by me>.<it looks so cocky but i likeeeeee it :)
Twin puked her ice teh tarik out!
eeeww
and we imitated her. HAHAHA
Sorry twin! it was so epic.
But i still gave you tissue.
This shows how much i (L) euu :D
8:34 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
square 1
It's so hard to cheer someone up when i am already so depressed.
I just don't want to show it.
Or maybe i did.
I can't stop myself from self-mutilation.
Maybe i need those pills again.
p/s: I do what i say and i say what i do. Sometimes i wish i could take all your sorrows away since i already have so much sorrows. It wouldn't make a difference if i can really take your sorrows away and add it on to mine. I want to see smiles everywhere. I don't want to see people suffering because i know how it feels and i've already suffered way more than you can imagine.
10:15 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Solitary
365 days wasted.
8760 hours wasted.
Today marks the downfall of Stephanie Yeo.
Awaiting for 16th Nov. Awesome.
I don't look forward to my birthday.
Not anymore.
I haven't cried like how i did today for such a long time.
I thought i've became so numbed that i don't know how to cry.
I'm just an aimless soul wandering in solitude.
I thought i could hide the emo side of me.
But i can no longer do so.
I'm falling apart.
And nobody can help.
Not even myself.
p/s: You keep me thinking.
10:36 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
love entrapment
Tmr will be a dreadful day.
I'm awaiting for my atrocious results to hit right into my face - doomed.
and then i'll start regretting.
Life is full of regrets.
Dear diary,
I'm really confused. My feelings are all jumbled up and i can barely breathe. Everyone wants to be loved. However, most people choose not to reciprocate. Love is selfish - that's what i've learnt.
wildchild.
p/s: You're the mystery and I'm here to unravel the mystery. I'm starting to realize who you actually are as each day passes. You might share the same sentiment.
You got to let go of what you possess when the right thing comes.
I know it's hard to.
11:35 PM
T PAIN : Bartender // life now
1.2.3.
Hi.Bang.Bye.Is it as simple as that?
Fear.
Confused.
You and I.
chemistry?
how about some Physics.
LOL.
Whatever it is.
let's just EFF CARE now.
i don't wanna think about it
6:00 PM
Life in IJC
Taurus is the CHAMPION! (:
and i'm in Taurus!
so that makes me a champion too :D
(I'm NOT living in self denial!)
We indulged in reminiscence...
and so we started playing "chop-chilli-chop" -__-
HOWEVER, we can NEVER complete one round! LOL.
5:29 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
learning to let go
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
11:33 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I'm off to sleep
Lunapic Photo Editor
Sorry i'm usually high when i'm tired.
Here's something to cheer everyone up, including myself and especially E.(:
I know i look great with moustache><
I feel like skinning my phone :S
Should i?
12:05 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Ravers fantasy
If i tell you I'm leaving tmr,
what will you do? I wonder..
***
Hate it when i get no reply from you.
Hate it when i need to wait for you the whole day
and end up telling me we're not meeting.
I believe in Karma.
What have i done? to deserve all these.
I hate that i love you.
I love you so much that i don't bother telling you how much i hate you.
***
Don't ask me how have i been.
Because i don't even care about my life.
Don't ask me to look on the bright side.
Because there isn't any light in life.
Let trance music fill my life.
So that i will go high.
***
Everyone says i deserve a better guy.
But he probably deserve a better girl.
11:00 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
BUSY.
I have no time to sleep.
I have no time to eat.
I have no time to blog.
I have no time to make my post fanciful.
See you on 13 October 2009 (:
12:48 AM
Monday, September 7, 2009
I lost 2 KG in 2 days.
I realised how much i love him.
Labels: I'm wrong about myself
9:12 PM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Edna's belated birthday celebration
Happy belated 17th Birthday Edna (:
I bought her balloons and fried Mars balls.
See how much she's enjoying her fried Mars balls (:
Then i brought her to Shokudo for lunch.
Our first dish - Chawanmushi (: (my favourite!)
I went to ordered Sweet bean curd skin udon after we finished our chawanmushi
DEE-LI-CIOUSSS (:
Edna went to ordered pan fried fish omelette rice and 2 bacon sticks - One with quail egg and the other with prawn
She said her rice tasted more like Italian food rather than Japanese food :S
OMG! My Japanese ice cha!
AWESOME (:
Shukodu has this NeoPrints machine and we were so tempted to take NeoPrints while we were eating halfway.
So we decided to leave the cleaners a note.
A SWEET and LOVELY note >.<
Teehee, It worked! Our food were still there after we came back (:
We took this in the NeoPrints machine using my handphone.
HAHA, Cheapos.
Since the NeoPrint is good and cheap, we decided to take NeoPrints (: It had been so long since we last took NeoPrints.
The NeoPrints Machine cost only S$9. It's relatively cheap as compared to those machines in Bugis Junction.
I didn't know she was retarded until she had to play this to increse her IQ level D:
We were bored after eating and taking NeoPrints.
So we went to the roof terrace @ Esplande (:
What a coincidence -__- we wore brown shoes and we look as if we are some lesbian couples :O
Focus on Edna's Hand... ...
Realise the Balloons are gone?
It flew away D;
We were so sad that we decided to leave the roof terrace and go to Teletubby hill.
We went to Causeway Point's 7-eleven to grab some junk food so that we can eat at Teletubby hill.
But the sky grew so dark and we realised we both had to go home.
So we ate our food on the bus.
We always eat on the bus>.<
Oh wells, although the balloons flew away, I still have a picture of it.
So don't be too sad okay (:
Hope you had a great day (:
Happy 17th Birthday! (:
11:45 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Sorry if I've been so obnoxious
I can be so mean when i want to be.
I always say how i don't need him,
but I promise i don't mean it.
Because his my perfect little punching bag.
And i love him more than anything.
4:40 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
the pain goes on and on...
I want you to forget me
and find a better one...
I know things shouldn't turn out this way
but that's best for you...
Changing you is difficult, restricting you is even worse.
So i decided to change myself.
that is to become ignorant so you can give up on me and look for someone better.
9:17 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Why do i bother so much?
sometimes it's good to be unaware of your surroundings.
it's always best to be as carefree as a kid
so that you'll NEVER get hurt.
9:40 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
grapes became the mediator :S
HAHA, i was eating grapes while i webcamed with my beloved E.! :S Today is a great day because i met my dearest Drew <3
(Thanks for the gift dear :D)
Dad knew mum pissed me off because things didn't turn out my way and so he gave me grapes >.<
I'm such a pamperd child (:
I'm spoilt by my daddy and i'm proud to be my Daddy's girl!
I love Daddy, and yea, mummy too...
10:37 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
crying myself to sleep
"Continue to let him hurt you, go ahead. Now just go back to your bed and sleep crying."
I didn't know what to reply EHXH when he said this.
Thinking back, did i made a huge mistake?
I think i did.
But it's too late to regret.
I can't break the promise, can i?
Promises AREN'T meant to be broken.
I feel that your lion dance is more important than me.
Anyway, I realised i can survive without you while you were away.
I'm used to depending on myself already
I think i no longer need you.
1:24 AM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
2nd-month anniversary
Bought these for our 2nd-month anniversary <3
was rather upset because i wanted to get volleyball
but they ran out of stock.
It's ok! So i asked for frisbee.
They don't have my size!
NVM! then i asked for Amsterdam.
They don't have my size again!, not even S-size.
PISSED!
So i asked for XS for Singapore (so patriotic sia)
They don't have!
Forget it, just get the S-size
It's a little huge for me but...Oh wells.
Basketball is for Drew<3
, Hope you like it :D 9:20 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Edna's belated birthday celebration
Happy belated 17th Birthday Edna :)
I bought her balloons and fried mars balls.
See how much she's enjoying the fried mars balls (:
Then I brought her to Shokudo for lunch.
Our first dish - Chawanmushi (my favourite :D)
Then i went to ordered my sweet bean curd skin udon.
De-li-cious. Teehee(:
Edna ordered pan fried fish omelette rice and two bacon sticks - One with prawn and the other with quail egg
She said that the rice tasted more like Italian food :S
my Japanese Ice Cha!
OMG, it's fabulous!
There's a NeoPrint machine in Shokudo which only costs S$9
(Quite cheap as compared to those machines in Bugis Junction)
And of course, we went to take NeoPrints (:
It has been so long since we last took NeoPrints D:
we decided to leave the cleaners a note.
A sweet & lovely note (
since we have not finished our food and we had the urge to take NeoPrints at that moment >.<
NeoPrints will be uploaded next time (hopefully if i can scan them into my computer)
We took this using my phone in the NeoPrints machine.
Cheapos. HAHA.
OMG, i didn't know she was mentally retarded and had to train her IQ by playing this D:
Off we go to Esplanade (:
Realise the balloons are gone after seeing the last few photos?
It flew away :O
D:
What a coincidence -__- We wore brown shoes.
We didn't know what to do after we left the roof terrace D;
So we decided to go to Teletubby Hill >.<
But we ended up going to Causeway Point's 7-eleven to buy lots of junk food :S (that's our dinner)
And then we headed home because it was turning late.
As usual, we ate on the bus (:
Oh wells, although the balloons are gone,
I still have pictures of your balloons (:
Hope you had a great day (:
Happy Birthday Bibiiiiiiiiii >.< I took 3 hours to do this :S
I need to crash now
Tmr will be more fun because someone's bringing me to drink (:
Nights everyone (:
11:45 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
I LOVE YOU
BON VOYAGE Andrew Dearest <3
Oh no, it's going to be a lonely 2nd-month anniversary D;
9:02 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Nostalgia
I stare out of the window
I see a million things
But why aren't they as colorful as before?
The world is just black and white.
The city is dead.
I see dead souls wandering around,
Aimlessly, Solitary, Unhappy.
Why do all good things come to an end?
I ask myself and i cannot find any answer in my blank mind.
Life's dead after I left you.
Hope your world is colorful when I'm not around.
7:32 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
A messy wire of thoughts.
SAD.
SICK.
Am i insane?
Mum hates peircings.
Am i doing it because i'm too numbed to everything?
or am i just getting out of hand?
I know mum's going to faint when she finds out about the naval piercing.
But it seems like I no longer give a damn about everything.
I'm starting to become inhumane.
Atrocious results i've ever gotten.
DISAPPOINTED.
DISGRACED.
'I am never beaten, broken, not defeated. I know next to you is not where i belong. And it's a little late for explanations because there isn't anything that you can do and my eyes hurt.' - Pussycat Dolls, Hush Hush
6:37 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
SAD.
what i fear most is not the physical tiredness but the tiredness of my heart.
And yes, my heart is exhausted.
I feel like dying.
I really do.
Fever is conquering me.
9:00 PM
pictures of you, pictures of me
She brightens up my day (:
Neoprints! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6hN0GI7E1AQ/Sm8S5o_4m4I/AAAAAAAAApA/c2wXEhvITPY/s1600-h/Copy+of+IMG_0006.jpg">
Eh, who put the cupcake! and added a big ribbon on my head! LOL. i look like a clown :S
10:56 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
weird fetish
I think I'm obsessed with Neoprints lately :S
It's some kind of weird fetish i know.
So i suggested for a Neoprint session. Teehee.
(Partly because i wanted to take Neoprints with my act cute twinny >.< p/s: Hope twinny won't read this, if not she'll be so ego again *shakes head*)
Wait for twinny to post the neoprints on her blog first then i can kope and post it on my blog(:
I'm going to force Andrew Chuah Jun Li take Neoprints with me because i'm obsessed with NEOPRINTS! WEEEE~
Gay Michael is missing, he's such an ass!
Hey, let's boycott him (:
We walked to all the TCCs at Bugis, including the one at NAFA and we couldn't find any power supply%^&*!@#$
But it was kindda fun having to rush out the outline of our project because my battery was dying. Hehe
<--My beloved twinny!!!
OMG, can't believed i just said beloved?!
oh wells, i bet i'm her beloved twinny too(:
More pictures to upload!
Next time alright!
Because i'm so tired now :O
Plus i'm waiting for twinny and that stupid chicken friend to send me all the photos(:
11:53 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Never so helpless.
CONFUSED.
EXHAUSTED. (mentally & physically)
p/s: Oh, someone please help this helpless soul here. I'm so sick and tired of everything. Baby i need you at this crucial moment. But i shouldn't be so selfish. You are busy with your trainings too ;( I'm lost and i need direction. I feel so poor, so darn poor. I'm trying my very best to help which cause me to be so desperate. DO you see it?
11:08 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
bleeding love
i've made up my mind
to give up on you.
Somebody told me "You know, if someone loves you, you can feel it and if you find that you're always so insecure and when you need him, he isnt there, he doesnt love you. If you love someone, you will want that person to know that you are always there even if its in the middle of the night."
I'm so confused lately.
And remember i asked you what do you like about me,
you couldn't even answer.
If you were to ask me, i would tell you "I love everything about you, and even your flaws."
p/s: Baby, you know that i miss you and i wanna get with you. I need you everyday. But it's so painful to think of you when you're not even thinking of me. Kiss me through the phone will you? Because i wanna kiss you too...
8:48 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Goodbye Cast!
OMG YES! - Tmr is the day!
Another X-ray session at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.
Hope i can remove my cast (:
Wish me luck!
7:35 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Teletubby Hill!
Since we had nothing better to do after school (plus it's a Friday!) and are too lazy to walk to the bus interchange which requires 20 minutes from the main gate, we decided to go up the Teletubby Hill opposite our school and it seems so ethereal.
Had tons of fun uphill and twin asked me to be very careful and not roll down the hill and fracture my other arm -__-
So twin was trying to fly, but apparently, she failed. Because she's too heavy to fly >.< (like DUH)
Wan Ni waited at the bus stop downhill, eating her Meiji plain crackers alone. AWW, what a pathetic soul ;x
Hey, you should have followed us to Teletubbies Hill...
so you can help us take our bags >.< was just kidding
And gay Michael followed us but we boycott him ;x
So he was another loner of the day (:
I hate you Michael, you're so gay :P
Hey, you should have followed us to Teletubbies Hill...
so you can help us take our bags >.< was just kidding
And gay Michael followed us but we boycott him ;x
So he was another loner of the day (:
I hate you Michael, you're so gay :P
11:21 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i need you...
i just want you to be here...
i can't feel your presence AT ALL.
life's getting more dull as days past
5:23 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
i miss the times when there's someone who's there to pick me up from school
i miss the times when there's someone who specially comes all the way to my house just to break my pills into fragments
i miss all this sweet moments..
why won't you behave like them? =(
7:07 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
who's going to piece the broken pieces back?
I love you but you don't love me.
It's hard to move on like that.
I don't want to be hurt or even get hurt again.
I took so long to dress up with one hand and yet you just call off our date like that
I tried to force myself into the clothes.
I tried so hard to zip and even button up.
Do you know how much my hand hurts now?
YOU DON'T KNOW
and you'll never know...
Not only am I physically hurt but also emotionally.
Can you love me?
My heart just broke into millions of pieces.
Will you be the one fixing it back?
Even if you are the one who's going to fix it back,
it'll never be like the original one
as there will be scars left behind...
6:40 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
dance my soul away
Dancing is a kind of passion; a part of life. Once you can no longer dance, part of your life is missing.
You won't be able to survive like how you did before...
I dreamed of a dream, but now it seems to be like a lost dream.
I can only blame myself for being so weak.
10:52 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Especially for Lu PeiJia Edna
as LU PEIJIA EDNA requested for a post, then this post is especially for her, the 'man-nei-la' >.< (supposedly 'mindmap la'; our inside joke) She likes "Sugar" by Flo Rida because she thinks she has sweet lips. No wonder she got bee-stung lips, no i mean ant-bit lips because the ants around her lips bit her lips xD
So as usual she thinks she's very cute,
go act nerd, become a mugger.
FUCK YOU LUH
study study study, must be want me to visit you at Hougang chalet.
hehe
Fine i shall start saying something touching (:
Thanks for being there for me (especially when i'm depressed)
A 'thanks' wouldn't be enough to express my gratitude
And that's why no matter what, she'll remain as my very best friend, my cheebye friend.
9:00 PM
strangers to lovers
It's simply amazing to see how we became lovers from strangers.
We were two out of the million.
Are we meant to be?
I guess it's just some sort of affinity that brought us together.
We were once so far but now so near.
It's just like the waves crashing onto the shore-You took so long to find me and yet I waited so long for you to reach me.
Let's treasure each other more when we think about how we actually met.
It's strange but amazing.
Baby, i love you <3
7:08 PM
Fuck off, summer test.
Summer test has finally ceased!
Here's an overall comment on various subjects:
General Paper- The question i did was "In providing material comfort, parents have forgotten what is more important for their children." Discuss this in relation to your country. I wasn't very confident about it but due to the lack of content for other topics, i had no choice but to choose this topic. This is the result for not studying enough :( So i think a pass will be good enough.
Chinese- Oh god, Chinese?! Nothing much to comment about when you get less than 20 for all the compositions you did. You guys should know how fantastic my Chinese is;x
Maths (Higher 2)- Disappointed. I must admit the paper was easy, but my attention was diverted to some other private matters which made completion with my full potential impossible. Was hoping for a good grade but i could only wish for a pass now.
Economics (Higher 2)- I totally had no idea what the source-based was about. I won't be surprise if I fail (:
Literature (Higher 2)- What can i comment when i didn't study Literature at all? Serves me right if i fail.
Geography- Weeeeee! I had so much time folding paper planes (: Let's bet I'll get an U grade. Hehe.
12:52 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
parallel to a pest
I waited so long for you to message me
so much so that my mood was dragged all the way down;almost reaching hell.
And the next thing i know is that i couldn't feel a thing at all-I was so down that i became almost numbed to everything else.
You didn't initiate on messaging me.
I did.
But its okay, i told myself repeatedly until it can almost be a chant.
Despite being disappointed,
i said nothing but to hope for a sweet message from you
and all you did was to ask me to sleep first.
you don't know how i feel when i waited all these while for you to start talking to me
and all you could say was to ask me to sleep
I HATE THIS FEELING-let get things straight.
And when i said i didn't want to talk to you
i didn't really mean it.
But you thought i really meant it, so you didn't reply.
I don't blame you.
I [u]just wonder[/u],
am i a nuisance in your life?--i ponder upon this question until my tears are dried.
12:09 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
doubting the doubtless
The howling sound of the wind expresses my pain when i see you puff
i'm in such agony when i can't help kick off your bad habits.
I'm distraught.
Because in every stick, the contents hunt you down.
And you don't know how much my heart hurts.
It's just like trillions of needles poking right into my heart.
You'll never know how i feel--It hurts deep down inside me, I just don't want to show it.
But i'll love you regardless.
You are my dearest, forever.
I feel so useless for being unable to help you quit smoking.
Does 'sorry' really have the power to ammend everything?
I used to think it has.
But now i don't.
You can forgive but you can never forget.
We are solely humans, we can never be like God.
I really wonder if there's a God-where is he?
Grant me Faith in you, i beg you.
Let happiness fill my depressing life.
All this i pray in your wonderful name, AMEN.
personal motto: STOP EATING;
START STUDYING.
10:29 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009
no longer; whatever
在您的眼里，我所做的一切都是错的。
我不知道该怎么才好。
我好恨自己，恨自己伤透我身旁的人，恨自己无法做你要我做的人， 恨自己如此的没用， 恨自己所造成的。
杨智婷不再是杨智婷，她已经死了。
Indeed, a true literature student is emotional.
They think so much more than others-they are always deep in thought.
So much so that many become depressed.
Life still moves on.
I must stay happy.
11:49 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
no matter
you make me fall in love <3
I'll be by your side no matter what comes our way,I LOVE YOU DEAREST-forever & always.
Sentosa outing with dearest and friendsThere were so many more people who went with us
but we only took photo after they left =.=
E. was there too (:
headed down to IT Fair after Sentosa
the flow wasn't that congested *phew*
If not i'll be quite irritated ;x
Going out with dearest and friends can really train your abs
because we'll laugh our lungs out >.<
Well, tune in for more (:
i need to crash because dearest needs to crash right now too <3
p/s: I'm flabbergasted that many actually read my blog (:
A little note to dearest: Don't give up. I'll be there for you through it all. All the best for your Final theory test. I'm sure you'll pass (for me at least). I LOVE YOU, i really do.
1:30 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
look @ our tees xD
Love Dearest lots
Please believe me
All i want is you.
1:22 AM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
emptied soul
my twin and i share the same notion
that's why we're twins >.<
eeww but i admit we're sorta similar :S
So our notion is that:
You'll feel very empty after you broke up with your boyfriend
You'll feel very empty after you broke up with your boyfriend
Yes, we are single just like before we have started our very first date
But the feeling is so different.
But the feeling is so different.
After you are involved in a relationship and get out of it,
you'll just want to make any guy your boyfriend.
It's just the emptiness you want to fill, so you'll just want any guy-you just can't get used to being alone like before.
It's like you have lost something in your life.
It's just like me now, feeling so empty.
moral of the story: Don't get into a relationship if you never got into any.
p/s: The emptiness will hurt you a lot.
6:30 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
ooVooed my insanity
THANKS TO SYANNI, SHE'S SO ANNOYING.
SHE SCREEN SHOT ME! ->
I don't love you, Syanni.--I shouldn't have accepted your video call.
I don't love you, Syanni.--I shouldn't have accepted your video call.
We then switched to ooVoo--I admit it's much better ;DWe had tons of fun till we went crazy.
Wan Ni joined us later
It was a thorough enjoyment experimenting ooVoo;]
Fine fine, it's just me going crazy! ;x LOL!I was just trying to let them see my wallpaper
because it's too wonderful, isn't it?
c'mon, I know it is! =D
11:21 PM
Affliction
Because nobody understands me
so i choose to separate myself from this world...
I'm feeling a little tired--my belief is now broken.
These 2 days had been calamitous--It's crazy.
haunting memories of his harsh treatment towards my group drives me absurd.
i became so senseless.
so much that i'm even willing to kneel down to beg him* just to get back the form.
It meant so much to me--I just want to ace my Project Work, I don't care anyway.
I could only blame myself for not being a good leader--I couldn't even get the form back for you guys, I'm utterly sorry.
I beg for your forgiveness.
p/s: Someday the world will stop together with me--I got to get out of this world.
4:45 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Went over to cousin's house for her tea ceremony in the morningand they gave me this after i served them tea ;D
went to Ah Hao's room to enjoy the aircon for awhile because it was way too hot :S
Then Daddy came along and he actively joined me in phototaking
so cute right. LOL
I know i look a lot like him--That's what everyone says
Ok, this is random
but i was locked outside my house because i forgot to bring my house keys and i grew a little bored
I went home alone first because i was feeling very tired
another random one, but Wan Ni drew on my fingers! rawr!
Blog later =D more pics with the photographer and Ah Hao
i'm going to crash now and prepare for my cousin's wedding dinner
C' YA!
3:15 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I wonder if he knows i like him *gasps*
i just dream that we can take a step further
I think i made it obvious
man!--did i screw it?!
I HOPE NOT ~.~
*to be continued after i get my inspirations to blog =D
11:15 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
impending doom
The sky has just turned grey.
Is it a kind of foreshadowing?
I do not know.
I'm so frustrated--my mood is as dull as the sky.
I don't want to think anymore.
I'm just so affected by what my teacherS said about me.
I'm simply a rotten apple to them.
Nobody understands, except E.
I really love her as a friend.
School has been fun as usual.
School is always fun with my friends around-especially SYANNI, Gabriel, Wan Ni, Iris, LILY and Laysee
> our LAO LIN >.< 
> OMG! She's my utmost retarded friend ever! I frigging love her <3
> She's my twin. I mean not literally but i'm as paranoid as her ;x --that's what they said.
>Man, she's always so retarded. And her retardedness nearly killed me ;D
>Another retarded friend i know. Don't kill me for saying that and don't kill me for uploading all your unglams. I didn't take all these. Blame SYANNI =D well, I love them all ;]
but He seems to be ignoring me
and yes, you'll probably tell me I'm thinking too much.
I always do.
I just wish that i could sit next to him, see him smile and watch him eat.
His presence would be such a healing for my depressed soul.
However, we don't even exchange a glance.
And that makes me really really sad.
He's the reason why i'm going to school--You know that.
My attendance is improving because i long to see him--and i can only see him in school, he lives quite a distance away O.O *eyes gorge out*
but i'm willing to even travel all the way to his place.
but He seems to be ignoring me
and yes, you'll probably tell me I'm thinking too much.
I always do.
I just wish that i could sit next to him, see him smile and watch him eat.
His presence would be such a healing for my depressed soul.
However, we don't even exchange a glance.
And that makes me really really sad.
He's the reason why i'm going to school--You know that.
My attendance is improving because i long to see him--and i can only see him in school, he lives quite a distance away O.O *eyes gorge out*
but i'm willing to even travel all the way to his place.
Someday i hope that i can tell him how much i love him.
It's so hard to get a guy--because i never tried doing that.
Now i understand how it feels like to be unable to win someone's heart.
Yes, i finally do.
It's so hard to get a guy--because i never tried doing that.
Now i understand how it feels like to be unable to win someone's heart.
Yes, i finally do.
8:17 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
move like a manequin
retardedness xD we went a little high after some shots.I think E went high because she ate Chocolates!
she was trying to re-tie my ribbon
Stupid Janel! secretly take my photo hurhuranw, my hair is done by E.
Thanks you E.! love you ttm >.<
11:05 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
flame to dust; lovers to friends
>The wonders of IPhone ;]Happy 17th Birthday YWS!
This post is especially for you since it's your birthday--Although my face is so cock, i'll still have to upload these photos because of YOU.
So be contented okay and please stop zooming in to my cock face ;D
>My eyes are gone! *Gasps* Arrgh, whatever. Had enough of seeing my cock faces.
> You know what? I hate to stand next to you because you're humilating my height and size ;x
> You know what? I hate to stand next to you because you're humilating my height and size ;x
>Whose great idea was it to take photo using this thin mirror, hurhur
Well, hope you had fun today =] and of course, hope you like the present ;]
>No longer good at Art ;[ --E. should know my art standard
****
All the memories flashed back repeatedly while i was in the arcade with you
that's why i hesistated a lot
I was so reluctant to continue with the things that we were doing
but i know i have to
I must show you I am alright.
Plus it was your birthday.
Can't let my foul mood ruin it.
i know i have to hold back my tears,
althought it hurts hell much.
And that's the reason why i didn't wanted to continue our relationship as just friends.
But since we had already moved on, I'll just continue to live with it.
Someday the feelings will be gone. I hope.
11:55 PM
harden that soft muscles
Sickness brings along tiredness
and tiredness brings along sleepiness.
It's when i want to sleep but i just don't have the time to, i become grumpy =/
It makes me even more frustrated when i see my body fats
well, lets term it as soft muscles instead.
It'll be better that way--well, at least you'll think that it's muscles--sorry, i love living in self-denial;)
BUT.. I better start getting rid all that soft muscles before June holidays
so that i can go sun bathing and of course, play beach volley in my nice bikini ;D
So here's my plan:
1) No carbonated drinks
2) No fried food
3) No ice cream
4) No chocolates and lollies
5) Continue with my abs training
6) Try to do cardio training at least once a week
and these equals to apples with salt and Nutrisoy for breaks, Yong Tau Foo without noodles and sauce and plain water for lunch in school. Cut down on rice for dinner at home and drink more plain water to bloat myself = torture! But i don't care how tough it is. I'm DESPERATE to loose all that soft muscles
12:48 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Hit that emotion
Met up with Yun Yi and Azmira for Project Work at Jurong NLB
Had to make do with my spectacles because my contact lenses ran out =(
We went on shopping at Jurong point(JP) after our productive discussion on our project
I fell in love with Jurong Point once i stepped into it ;]
It's more than awesome! I swear.
But i could have gotten lost in the mall without Azmira around--Thanks Mira!
*[Hey Mira, try to forget about the past and move on. I know it's extremly difficult, but I will help you conquer it ;)]
Michael couldn't join us because he's sick =/ aww. Get well soon Michael =)
Lily wanted to rush down from MI but I asked her not to come because i could see that she's all stressed up
*[Hey Lily, don't worry so much alright.
You really need not come because i think you needed to go home to relax a little ;D
Don't worry about the GPP, we finished what we are supposed to do anyway. So smile =D We love you!]
Azmira and I had this for dinner--Oreo cheesecake at Jurong Point's Coffee Bean!It gets nicer after the first mouth, really.
I could only finished half of a slice because it's seriously filling.
*Recommended Oreo cheesecake: Still my Mum's the best ;]
Does it tells me to stop studying and have a break at Coffee Bean? I wonder.lol.
Oh, we went ARTBOX too ;D
Signed off by: STEPHANIE =]I always feel depressed once night falls.
I feel even more depressed when I'm alone--especially when no one I'm familar with is on the public transport with me.
Well, i have lived with it and i'm still living with it.
UNLESS... my eye candy talks to me or even just a smile would do.
p/s:I'm still missing XW. I bought a shirt from NET today at JP ;x and yes, i better stop spending my money on unnecessary stuff.
>The shirt i bought ;D geez, I'M SO GAY!p/s: I better start dieting! Dear FATS, please get off my body!
10:04 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
walking the pain
The pain goes on and on
and it just wouldn't fade away.
The pain lives on
and it's hurting so much more.
I hope you could continue with giving me the strength i need-the strength to live on
but you're no longer my lover, just a friend or not even a friend--we no longer talk.
I MISS YOU, i really do.
Don't even think you'll read my blog, but i've been reading yours.
I know it's impossible to get back, because i'll never be good enough for you.
I just want to apologize for calling you a flirt--Sorry for taking so long to realise that.
I'm always so slow in realising things.
And it's always too late to reconcile, way too late.
I've been into quite a few relationships and i saw how truthful you actually were-- you weren't as flirtatious as them!
I've been into quite a few relationships and i saw how truthful you actually were-- you weren't as flirtatious as them!
What the hell was i thinking back then?
I could only blame myself for being so foolish, blame myself for not cherising you.
It's just a shame on me.
I'm sorry.
I know sorry doesn't help and i don't expect you to forgive me.
But one thing i know is that this is my greatest guilt.
The lyrics in this song is what i would like to tell you:
10:19 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
The insanity of life
E is just crazy about photography, someday she'll make a fame.Can't you see she's so crazy over taking photos?
It's like Hello?! Taking photo when I'm on the phone -.-
You're great, E--lol.
I love you,Lu Peijia Edna! You never fail to make me laugh my heart out.
You always lift my mood up when I'm down.
You're the greatest friend I ever had! =]
Dear God, if you ever exist, grant me a Happy family.
Sometimes, what's on the outside does not reflect what's on the inside--A girl might be laughing but crying on the inside.
Why do people comment so much on this photo?
I'll never understand.
11:33 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sexy
Sexy headphones that makes me ogle
Dear Santa, please grant my wish. I don't mind if you can give it to me earlier;D10:43 AM
Friday, May 8, 2009
trap that feelings
sometimes i wonder if D is more than an eye candy to me
or could it be just a short-lived infatuation
Search me-- I'm always struggling with my inner-thoughts =x
I need to hold my tongue-- I've been vomiting vulgarities out fluently
It seriously brings my social status down--well, that's what i think.
I'm so grateful that Monday is a school holiday
i can FINALLY replenish my sleep--but can i really replenish my sleep at this time?
i highly doubt so.
Because I've been thinking about the past all night--thinking about the joy i had when i was with you
I got to move on-I know that.
*Current song that expresses my feelings: Right now by Akon
12:18 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
I'm strong like the weak
holding back my tears is more than difficult
bus trips back home became lonely and it'll grow lonelier as days go by--time to face it Stephanie Yeo.
Can't get to sleep properly the whole night.
Woke up at 4.30 in the morning and i just couldn't control my tears.
i was thinking... What will it be like without you.
Frankly speaking, my life became more meaningless after you're gone- I don't know what am i going to do.
I seriously don't like how you solve problems...
We're in a relationship and all you could do to solve the problems is through a break up?!
We're suppose to solve the problems together, simply because we're IN a relationship.
the reasons you gave me were ridiculous--well, i just can't accept it-Maybe it's just me.
[STEPHANIE YEO! CAN YOU STOP BEING SO STUPID?! HE HAD DITCHED YOU! STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!]
...had been telling myself to stop thinking about him over a million times
but i just can't..
I actually couldn't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down.
**GOD, DO YOU REALLY EXIST? sometimes i really wonder. Why do you have to do this to me? You know i can't accept a break up because he made me feel so much for him--and the next moment, he wants a break up. How can i possibly take it? Asking for a break up while I'm so in love with him. Great.
Well, i'll have to put on a brave front.
I have to smile infront of everyone.
It's difficult, but i know i HAVE TO.
8:43 PM
Thursday, April 30, 2009
dance the passion back
currently mastering this for modern dance--HANDSTAND (=except that both our legs have to point towards the sky
tough indeed.
only managed to do what's in the picture =x
I'm so into IJC's modern dance right now <3
i just can't point my legs upwards-darn!
8:15 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
numb
Every step i take,
is another mistake to you.
You claimed that you understand me
but it's all bullshit-I know that.
I'm petrified--So fucking numb to everything.
So numb that I can hardly feel you are there.
So numb that I forgot who I actually am.
I don't know what you're expecting from me
but I know I can never be your perfect girl.
p/s: Thanks for talking some sense into me. If not, I would have probably did sth stupid-I know myself better than anyone else. You're always there to guide me through my falls and for that, i love you even more.
11:22 PM
i tasted love
Project work Preliminary Idea was a killer.I could have hung myself to relieve myself from all that shock
It was crazy.
Last minute works never work. I know that.
I could have screamed my lungs out to relieve myself from all that stress and fury if Roomie wasn't there to help me
With that, my first AND last minute work can somehow work--it spelt out the word 'hooray'
Strange but amazing.
Stress but calm.
Frenetic but exhilarated.
because i know you are there..
your existence poses a great significance.
you made me fall so deeply in love with you because you make my world constantly go round.
p/s: I like the taste of your mouth as i tasted 'love'. I have to blog about you evey single day of my life because my mind is fully occupied with you. So i've dedicated my blog just for you.
12:47 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Love makes people go mad
I'm so terrified when you said those wordscause i can't afford to lose you -you know that.
I'll be like a lost child if you're gone--gone and never come back.
I seriously like the whole kissing procedurewell, i don't know about you...
but i would like you to know that i really liked it.
Because it felt so ethereal.
I love lying on your shoulders--that's when i smell your scent.
I love lying on your shoulders--that's when i smell your scent.The scent that hooked onto your hoodie.
Don't speak another word.Because I like your sedateness.
It gives me the feeling of yesterday-when we went star gazing.
It'll be a great escape when i'm sick and tired of living.
So it'll be fabulous if we can go star gazing again-when one of us isn't feeling great.
p/s: I still can't forget yesterday because you're the first guy who brought me to star gazing. I'm going to lock yesterday into my mind. It'll be a time capsule definitely.
9:59 PM
You're way sweeter than sugar
I love the way your hands reach out to hold me nearthat's when we're intertwined 
I'm falling in love with your favourite song
I'm falling in love with your favourite song because that's when I see the sparkle of a million flashlights, a wonderwall of stars.
But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are
I love the way you kissed me under the starlightbecause it felt so good that i forgot all that i'm worrying
I've never felt so sweet beforeIt seems like a dream because of its perfection
My mind is so filled with youI'm so madly in love with you
p/s: I never liked the end of every month because it will always hurt me. It must be that it hates me. And i hate it too. God's creation is strangely amazing.8:49 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
talk the sense into me
There's sth wrong between us...
we can't communicate.
As in, we can't convey our message to each other accurately
and that sucks.
Seriously sucks.
I don't know.
The only thing i know is that life's a shit.
It's even more shit after being enrolled into JC
My Project Work Preliminary Idea is a total crap
I know it's a total crap because his* face tells me so
All the sarcasms...
I HATE IT
it feels so demoralising and intimidating whenever i consult him*
i repeat. SO FUCKING DEMORALISING AND INTIMIDATING!
how many times must i waste my precious tears on such horrendous comments...
This feeling is like.. I don't know. It's just inexplicable...
p/s: I'm so intoxicated when you called me dar. Ain't kidding. Love you for being there for me and accepting my every nonsense regardless. My day is right whenever i know you're there for me. Once i say 'I Love You', i seriously mean it. I love lying on your shoulders because it gives me a sense of calmness and security... Love every single thing about you
10:43 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
scalded again by the boiling water this time
Ne-Yo: MAD
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
And now I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
So both of us are mad for...
Nothin'
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.
So what the hell do we do now...
1:35 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
scalded by the hot soup while thinking of u
TAYLOR SWIFT -YOU'RE NOT SORRY
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.
.
.
.
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
.
.
.
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around
ps: I will never stop loving you. It was you who stopped our relationship from moving on.
1:27 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
Drop out
Weak from sadness and sleep deprivation,
and filled with a gut-wrenching guilt about busting my deadline,
I began wondering if there was a point to finishing my paper or even,
attending school to get my degree later on.
Too much work is covered in way too little time, sapping out energy
and making it impossible for us to truly appreciate what we are taught...
12:46 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
caught up so high on such a breakable thread
i'm so hurt that i got no words.
you left me hanging in a place so dark within;
and now i'm stuck and soon i'll wither.
oh please get me out of here.
this is hell;
where i fell.
8:01 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
it nearly killed me. And it shoud have.
was searching for a knife
and was glad to find it
the next moment, it just slipped off from my hand
i thought to myself "why didn't the knife dropped on me"
it should have.
1:36 PM
substitute
whenever i hear the clock ticks, it makes me feel as if you are next to me
because it is just like your heart beat...
1:22 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
Being cut by the silence
Stupid girl,
I should have known that i'm not a princess and this ain't a fairytale.
i can't deny the fact that my life is fucked up.
You'll probably find my life so fucked up by now.
you finally know what's going on in my family and that i ain't a rich kid
I'm so afraid that i will lose control of myself one day and you'll never get to see me again
I'm so afraid of losing you.
So afraid of everything.
Don't think you'll get to see this post.
But if you really see this someday,
I hope you'll forgive me.
There are always ups and downs in life.
It's just a matter of which one weighs more.
But i'm not going to lie about my life.
I guess It's better for you to know.
I just need you by my side.
Say i'm selfish or whatever...
I always stare at the phone,
hoping you will call
but you still havent called
and then I feel so low that I cant feel aything at all
i know i'm selfish and i got to change
tried to but i just can't
and i'm still trying very hard.
can you sense that? i hope so.
ps: Baby,you're the only one who can change my life <3
10:29 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
shit face
suppose to gain weight but i didn't
Went to calculate my BMI on the health promotion board website
guess what.
It says:
Your BMI is 16.8.
You are at risk of getting nutritional deficiency diseases and osteoporosis. The healthy BMI range is 18.5 to 22.9.
this stupid BMI calculator is worsening my mood
thought i'll be in the healthy range and thus gave it a try
everything's a shit.
2:08 PM
mentally disturbed
the grand finale has finally come to an end
If i have the chance to join Chingay again, i'll definitely join after my A levels ^_^
Time to prepare myself for a new beginning
Monday is going to be my BIG day B-)
NEW friends, NEW environment, NEW attitude
Everything will start anew. Yes, fresh!
I want to be a happy child and i believe i will be one
So I'm going to live my life to the fullest
here's my resolution(s):
1) Be happy! which means no more emoing =D
2) Stop being so anti-social when I'm in a new environment
3) Be strong! and not cry so easily
that will be enough to make my year a fulfilling one
Oh wait!
4) Have a better attitude. Which means, stop giving that C.A.L's attitude. It simply means, be a VERY GOOD girl and work very hard for A's. I'm going to be a nerd @_@
Great. feel SO good now.
was feeling so disgusted after hearing what Phyl told me.
Couldn't concentrate as it was a great distraction
what's more when there was lion dance right in front of me! ~.~
suck big time out there =/
but i still enjoyed mingling with the audience although i was really distracted
perhaps it was more of being traumatised
didn't know D was like that..
I'm seriously going to avoid D which means I'll stop replying to D's messages
AND PLEASE DO NOT MENTION THAT PERSON'S NAME UNNECESSARILY
cause i'll be super turned off and disgusted
it was a torture having to stand near D today as i could not stop thinking about what D did.
GROSS *_*
toodles =P
ps: 'll update photos asap =D sorry for giving u that fucking C.A.L attitude today. I guess i was just pms-ing or perhaps it was my bloody mood swings again =/ damn.i know i got to change and i will change for the better. This i promise <3
1:49 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Road to death
blog's dead because life's dead
life's dead because Stephanie's dead
Stephanie's dead because her brain's dead
Her brain's dead because her heart's dead.
Life's so meaningless because:
1) I have been sleeping way tooooo much (18hrs/day) untill i feel so lethargic
2) I have lost interests in everything especially shopping
3) I have a weird appetite (sometimes i'm eating too little and sometimes i'm eating too much)
4) My memory is failing, i can't concentrate ( i forgot when was the last time i took my pills, so i decided to stop my medication temporary)
5) I had let my parents down, so i didn't want to talk to them cause i feel bad about it
6) I'm experiencing pain everywhere, my spine, my joints, my ankle, my knees, my gums, my eyes. Congrats.
7) I'm back to self-mutilation. Hooray
8) I have to hide my emotions
9) I have to stop bothering him.
10) I don't know how to help him. I feel like a loser and i'm one anyway.
11) Dad's such a nag and he's making a big fuss over every speck of dust
ps: I'll do WHATEVER to help.(even if i've to * .... =x)
4:31 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Morning Sickness
my dear mum had been asking if i'm pregnant because of my uber weird appetite and my frequent vomiting
and she will start telling me how much she wants to be a grandmother
this is ridiculous
***
i have to go on a liquid diet due to my wisdom tooth
which sucks
because i'll have to visit the toilet every now and then
and the painkiller is not working =/
it is suppose to kill my pain but i think my pain killed it
what an irony
i'm given antibiotics, painkillers and pills for gastric pain
i can't swallow the damn pills for gastric pain
talking about the pills...
eew
it makes me puke
and GREAT! i've to go take my pillS NOW (the worst thing is that i've to take them 3 times a day)
this is unbearable =x
ps: I love you more than you know
8:41 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i guess i need more anesthesia
one word to describe my day: OUCH
it's a torture i swear
i think living in hell would be better than this
damn it
wish me all the best for my 'operation'
hope i'll survive and hope i won't see much of the bloody scene (which is IMPOSSIBLE)
ps: Fuck, i'm scared... wish you were there but i know you won't be because you don't even know what's happening. Great.
6:40 PM
got to learn how to fly on my own
Maybe it's time for me to be independent and stop clinging onto you
had been telling myself not to think of you
but i just can't
spent the whole night thinking of you, thinking of what should i do to stop myself from thinking
and i came up with nothing, no solutions
Oh great, well done.
i guess you'll find me irritating, find that i'm actually a nuisance
well, i should just STOP relying and grow up
I guess i'll talk to my pillow instead, or maybe talk to myself like i always do
i don't want anyone else to carry my burdens or even suffer with me
i rather suffer alone in silence
I ain't the normal kid you see on the streets
deep within me, i'm seriously complicated
i seem happy but i'm not
i'm just trying to hide my inner-self
and i think i managed to con you guys into believing that i'm alright
yea, I'M SO GOING TO BE ALRIGHT
ps: you won't know how much i long to talk to you, how much i want to be with you 10:20 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
Budget Chinese New Year 2009
Day 1 preparation:
I made these myself =) *budget*
Overview-
This was how i spent my dayNo surprise
because i wasn't in the mood for everything
So i decided to spend my day sleeping (i guess i slept for 15 hours..)
6:48 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
sweeter than sugar
you're the sweetest person i've ever met , i swear...♥
9:01 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
we got to move on
When we leave this year,
we won't be coming back
No more hanging out
cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now
cause you don't have another day
it so sad to part with you guys
every time i think about this
my eyes will swell up with tears
how i wish i can turn back the time
oh hell
i hate to talk about this
but i know i'll have to face it sooner or later
so why not face it NOW
Thanks for spicing up my life in PL
I'll remember all the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever =)
i'm sure going to miss you guys especially Edna
A thousand thanks to Delicia, Edna, Ruth and Valery for always being there for me
4:03 AM
no longer a child
mum is giving me a lot of freedom lately
which is great
...but sometimes i just wish that i could throw tantrums or even cry out loud like a young kid
i guess everyone feels that way...
***
posting results will be out soon
i pray really hard that i can get into SRJC
(ps:do continue to keep me in your prayers)
i'm not sure what GOD wants me to do at this point in life
mum said that GOD perhaps know i'll be stress if i get into NYJC and thus, wants me to be in SRJC instead
how i wish
all i pray now is to simply get into SRJC
"I don't mind suffering 2 years of mockery in SRJC, i'll prove to them i'll do as well as those who are in good JCs."-Edna
this sentence motivated me to move on in life
it helped me to realise that it's not the JC you're going but the cert you are getting
ps: i miss Japan
2:15 AM
Friday, January 16, 2009
i'm young once again
i feel so young in my school uniform
i guess this is the last time i'm wearing it
Edna looks gorgeous in this photo
just look at me...tsk,
so out of place. SORRY =x
ps: i'm so in love with my LG/ice-cream phone <3
2:29 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
nothing's ever gonna change
i'm not in the mood for photos
had been feeling really down after the collection of results
i am not feeling any better these few days neither
just that there's lesser crying
THANKS EDNA!
if it wasn't you,
i might have went to see Jesus
no, it's the Hell Lord
i love being alone when i'm sad
but i know you guys hate it
i managed to cheer up a little when we went to Istana
Edna's brilliant shots:
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managed to trick Edna into this >.<
she completely had no idea she was shoving her fingers in the Ox's nostril
lmao
10:00 AM
♥DANCE, ARTS& ice-cream!! /// DRUMS, piano& ukulele are her best friends
Stephanie
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